Bird Watching..Coming Soon.

Well am quite elated to say, recently i took on another hobby,blush, I have been bird watching these days, and brought a camera to myself few months back.

I will be posting some of my captures in coming months.Hope some of you likes them.:)

Realisations

Its been four years, finally i thought I should write something again.It's hard to give your opinions these days, opinions that differ from people,opinions that takes a side. Over the years i have realised,you got to take sides,not everything can be ideal in this world, and when you take sides,people with dreams of an ideal society would come at you.They might be your loved ones,but you're going to hear a lots of ooos and ahhhs and "this wasnt expected". Sad, I know.

Speakin out!

Its after a long time i am sitting to write something in my blog,i realy missed my sweetheart.
So much happend in last few months or so,it's like uncountable incidents. The most important one being my falling in love. Yes am serious.I finally got into something,and now I am commited.
I don't realy know that whether i am doing stupidity by declaring it publicly, but i am in a mood to do so,and i know there are provisions of deleting posts but i realy don't want to do that.
About her, well the one basic fact is " she makes me feel special,when i am not i know," and secondly " seeing her eyes gives me the same pleasure i had when i returned from school the first day of my life".
Winter was great like never before this season, and now it's ending.I wish it continued.......

vision of a revolutionary!

"I saw his teeth and the playful grin with which he foretold the history,I felt his handshake and,like a distant murmur,his conventional good-bye.The night ,which folded away as his words touched it,closed in arround me again,enveloping me within it.Despite what he said I now knew....I knew that when the great guiding spirit cleaves humanity into two antagonistic halves,I will be with the people.And I know it because I see it imprinted on the night that I,the electic dissector of doctrines and pshycoanalyst of dogmas,howling like a man possed,will destroy the barricades and trenches,will stain my weapon with blood,and consumed with rage,will slaughter any enemy I lay hands on.And then,as if an immense weariness were consuming my recent exhilaration,I see myself being sacrificed to the authentic revolution,the great leveller of individual will,pronouncing the exemplary Mea Culpa .I feel my nostrils dilate,savouring the acrid smell of gunpowder and blood,of the enemy's death,I brace my body,ready for combat,and prepare myself to be a secret precinct within which the bestial howl of the victorious proletariat can resound with new vigour and new hope."

PS:this is taken from the book motorcycle diaries by ernesto che gueverra

God:the belief!

Is there a god? this has been a big question over the centuries, different persons have different answers to this question, here is mine:

For the belief:

• Since childhood we have been taught to belive in god and to pray regularly by our elders and most importantly by our parents,so this must have some logic.
• Neumerous pepole, near about 90% of the population has this belief and are devoted to god .
• You can hear a lot of miracles happening here and there accomplishing the belief in god.
• Religious preachers are they all craps.
• Each and every big bodies(here i donot mean six pack abs..lol i meant distinguished figures) are seen worshipping in temples and giving huge donations too.

Against the belief:

• Any one living in this world has never seen the god, or may have claimed to but has failed to produce substance to their claims.
• If there realy is a god why the hell this tragedies keep on happening,these natural calamities and oll.
• Why the hell these sadhus,fakirs and whatever keeps on asking money in the name of god.
• Why do we have different gods in different religions.
• How come wrong happens to people if god is the almighty power and always does right.
• And last but not the least,why do this holy books of different religions are filled with hipocracy.

I have analyised these points and much much more and have come to a point,that there is no such god,the god theory or the religious beliefs were made in ancient times for betterment of mankind,but nowdays it is only a mere way to fullfill some hypocrites' self needs,and terrorism and taking money in the name of god are just the begining.If there is realy a devine power it is the belief within you which helps you to hold your nerves and gives you a last hope,in situations where you can do nothing.Though these are my personal thoughts and hope these will not insipire any other brains.

my lost future!

I remember when i was a child,people used to ask me what i want to be in future.I remember atleast 4 to 5 instances when people have realy forced me to say what i want to be when i grow up but i never can remember what did i answer them.Strange , but true,i have tried many times to remember what did i tell them, but every effort has gone in vain and still i dont know what i wanted to be, though i am 23 yrs old ,have completed my B.tech and is quite unhappily happy with a small job in hand.
The situation is quite frustrating at times, i have even asked my parents about this but they say they have never heard anything such from my mouth..I hope to remember it someday or maybe to find out the mystery within!

Lecture!

Have you ever loved to sing, sing for yourself, sing at your full voice let every one hear,if also they curse you do it.Love guitars,buy yourself one,learn it and it will be cherished throughout your life as your first love,love to travel ,travel alone no partner is required or increase intimacy with people to travel,love to paint, paint for yourself the beautiful dusk or the green plants arround everyday,love to take pictures ,have your cam with you and click whatever you like,no matter what people thinks,love to dance join the troupe so what you get the worst partner.
Don't force yourself to love what you know rather know what you love.Give it a shot i am sure your love is worth it.!

choritraheen er chiti.

Ami amar somostho sorir
mon tomai dilam!

Tumi ki parbe
amai dhore rakhte
parbe amai bhalobaste
parbe amar choker jol muche dite
parbe amar dukho ke nijer korte

Jokhon godhuli belai pakihira ghare fere
tumi ki parbe amar choker dike takiye haste
Hoyto parbe!
Ami, ami ki parbo?
parbo ki tomar chokhe chokh rekhe kotha bolte
parbo ki tomar swapno ke nijer korte
Jadi na pari!
Tokhon
jodi kono jubotir joubon amai tane
tene niye jai sei golite
jekhane atodin hariye chilam
jekhan theke udhar korecho tumi amai
ek notun jibon diyecho
Anubhutir , bhalobasar!


Ami to chirokal e nosto
bhoy hoi jeno tomai nosto na kore pheli
ta jodi kore di to amar ar bancha hobe na
tomar choke ami je koto sundor ta aar dekha hobe na!
dekha hobe na megh mukto aakash
dekha hobe na mayer momota
dekha hobe na nispap balker hasi!

Amar obostha sei khanchar pakhir moto jar dana nei!
sujog pele se ure to jai
kintu baire ase se thokor kheye more,
amai thokor kheye banchte hobe!


Choritraheen ami
meyeder buke prothom chokh jai
tomar bukeo jabe
tumi ki parbe bolte tokhon
"o kichu na dhulo legeche"
parbe amar sob dosh ke gune bodlate
Hoyto parbe!
Ami , ami ki parbo?

Jodi kokhono tomar urute chokh jai
tumi ki parbe ta na dheke
amai gali dite,
dheke niyo na boro lojja hoi
nijeke onek choto lage!
Hoyto ami aro choto!

Nari ami onek dekhechi
narir sorir o narir mon,
kintu tomar moton dekhini!
Majhe majhe bhabi bolbo tomoai kokhono
ami bhalobasi tomai
kintu bhoy hoi jodi ta mitha hoi
tokhon ami ki korbo,

Tabuo
ami amar somostho sorir ,mon
tomai dilam!

Tumi parle rekho dhore!
iti-choritraheen
12th feb,09

!! fANTasy!!

what if the sun was blue?
the sky would have looked like glue!

what if the trees could walk?
the oceans should have ran and walk!

what if the cats could fly?
the dogs would have seated near by!

what if there was no light at all?
we would have played the whole day football!

what if the feilds accompanied us?
we won't have done ever calculus!

what if i resided in hills?
i could have never paid your bills!

what if dear you would have loved me?
that would have been a real fantasy!!