Speakin out!

Its after a long time i am sitting to write something in my blog,i realy missed my sweetheart.
So much happend in last few months or so,it's like uncountable incidents. The most important one being my falling in love. Yes am serious.I finally got into something,and now I am commited.
I don't realy know that whether i am doing stupidity by declaring it publicly, but i am in a mood to do so,and i know there are provisions of deleting posts but i realy don't want to do that.
About her, well the one basic fact is " she makes me feel special,when i am not i know," and secondly " seeing her eyes gives me the same pleasure i had when i returned from school the first day of my life".
Winter was great like never before this season, and now it's ending.I wish it continued.......

God:the belief!

Is there a god? this has been a big question over the centuries, different persons have different answers to this question, here is mine:

For the belief:

• Since childhood we have been taught to belive in god and to pray regularly by our elders and most importantly by our parents,so this must have some logic.
• Neumerous pepole, near about 90% of the population has this belief and are devoted to god .
• You can hear a lot of miracles happening here and there accomplishing the belief in god.
• Religious preachers are they all craps.
• Each and every big bodies(here i donot mean six pack abs..lol i meant distinguished figures) are seen worshipping in temples and giving huge donations too.

Against the belief:

• Any one living in this world has never seen the god, or may have claimed to but has failed to produce substance to their claims.
• If there realy is a god why the hell this tragedies keep on happening,these natural calamities and oll.
• Why the hell these sadhus,fakirs and whatever keeps on asking money in the name of god.
• Why do we have different gods in different religions.
• How come wrong happens to people if god is the almighty power and always does right.
• And last but not the least,why do this holy books of different religions are filled with hipocracy.

I have analyised these points and much much more and have come to a point,that there is no such god,the god theory or the religious beliefs were made in ancient times for betterment of mankind,but nowdays it is only a mere way to fullfill some hypocrites' self needs,and terrorism and taking money in the name of god are just the begining.If there is realy a devine power it is the belief within you which helps you to hold your nerves and gives you a last hope,in situations where you can do nothing.Though these are my personal thoughts and hope these will not insipire any other brains.

my lost future!

I remember when i was a child,people used to ask me what i want to be in future.I remember atleast 4 to 5 instances when people have realy forced me to say what i want to be when i grow up but i never can remember what did i answer them.Strange , but true,i have tried many times to remember what did i tell them, but every effort has gone in vain and still i dont know what i wanted to be, though i am 23 yrs old ,have completed my B.tech and is quite unhappily happy with a small job in hand.
The situation is quite frustrating at times, i have even asked my parents about this but they say they have never heard anything such from my mouth..I hope to remember it someday or maybe to find out the mystery within!

Lecture!

Have you ever loved to sing, sing for yourself, sing at your full voice let every one hear,if also they curse you do it.Love guitars,buy yourself one,learn it and it will be cherished throughout your life as your first love,love to travel ,travel alone no partner is required or increase intimacy with people to travel,love to paint, paint for yourself the beautiful dusk or the green plants arround everyday,love to take pictures ,have your cam with you and click whatever you like,no matter what people thinks,love to dance join the troupe so what you get the worst partner.
Don't force yourself to love what you know rather know what you love.Give it a shot i am sure your love is worth it.!